Nicole Scherzinger Opens Up About Battle with Bulimia Saying "I Threw Up Every Day for Years," Every time I had a second to be alone" -- Video Inside

Nicole Scherzinger discusses the darkest moments of her days with the Pussycat Dolls in an upcoming episode of VH1's Behind the Music, revealing that she struggled with an eating disorder for years.  Nicole Scherzinger admits in the upcoming episode of Behind the Music that for much of her time in the Pussycat Dolls, she was terribly uncomfortable with the sexy outfits the group regularly sported — as she suffered from serious body image issues.

Nicole Scherzinger discusses the darkest moments of her days with the Pussycat Dolls in an upcoming episode of VH1's Behind the Music, revealing that she struggled with an eating disorder for years.  Nicole Scherzinger admits in the upcoming episode of Behind the Music that for much of her time in the Pussycat Dolls, she was terribly uncomfortable with the sexy outfits the group regularly sported — as she suffered from serious body image issues.

"I threw up every day for, like, years," Scherzinger confesses. "Every time I had a second to be alone, I was doing something to myself. You get, like, blisters on your hands or scars on your hands, and I'd try to hide those. I think the girls could tell."

Scherzinger likens the disorder to addiction. "It's embarrassing. I never spoke about it.Like I said, I never want to play a victim, and I never wanted my family to hear about things from me because I think it would break their heart, you know. I guess it was like an addiction, right? I never did drugs, but kinda doing things to myself was my addiction.

"It's like when I got offstage, I was on this high, and I'd come back to my room and I'd be alone, so I would just do things. My bulimia was my addiction, hurting myself was my addiction

Nicole Scherzinger Behind The Music comes on tonight on VH1 9/8c."